I feel bad for myself, I really do.
I know everybody goes through being the second choice. I’ve been through a lot of these for years now. The second choice for dating, friendship, family, you name it. But I believe being the second choice has to be a reason. However, I can’t just wallow on that. I need to find that reason and crush it. To eliminate the reason I am the second choice is to not make me become the second choice.